We Belong Together

“Usher is the one that I truly did love. Like that was truly my first adult love. I love him very much and I will always love him. I don’t know how you love someone that deeply and just stop loving them. I’m not in love with him anymore but I can’t say that I don’t love him anymore. And of course I do want him to be happy and all but me and him had what I never had in any of my other relationships, and that was chemistry.” Chilli

I was searching the net and I remember that interview above Chilli gave and I wondered does she feel the same way about Usher as I feel about my ex. It sounds that way when I read what she said about him, maybe she’s sitting back wishing they never broken up.

I took a long ride to clear my mind the other day and Mariah Carey We Belong Together came on the radio; all I could do was think about my high school sweetheart. I wondered what my life would have been like if we never would have broken up. I found myself reminiscing on those days where he was the first person I gave my all to, my first kiss, my first love. But we where young and we parted ways my senior year, I really till this day can’t understand what went wrong. But I always felt like he was my sole mate, my heart always longed for him, wishing we never went wrong. I kept in contact with him throughout the years, but it will never be because he’s married with a family but I still feel like “We Belong Together.”  I don’t know if it’s because my only other relationship was horrible after him.  But I do think of him on occasions and after eleven years of being apart I can’t shake it, I still feel the same way I did the first time he kissed me.  I still remember how we use to talk on the phone for hours until he fell asleep. I don’t know maybe I’m just tripping but I do feel Mariah when she sings,

When you left I lost a part of me, it’s still so hard to believe, come back baby please, cause we belong together.

Sounds real thirsty don’t it—lmao. But I know we all have that one person that we wish we could still be with. That one person you felt like you let slip away from you, that one person that you wish you tried harder with. We all have those days when things get bad and you sit back and regret letting that person go, but the truth is. Time doesn’t move back but two hours a year so you have to make peace with it and move on, but nothing will ever replace that feeling. And there’s nothing wrong with wishing and just maybe you can get a second chance to love that deep again.

So I’m asking am I the only thirst bucket, or is there somebody you broke up with that you wish you never did? Is there an old love that you feel “We Belong together”?


We Belong Together – Mariah Carey Music Code