My heart is hurting this morning, my daughter who will turn five December 10th is my princess. My son stayed with his father for the weekend and me and my daughter hung out. My daughter and I have this bond with each other, I talk to her about whatever she wants me to, no matter if it’s Dora are me letting her know her spot that only her and I should touch, we talk. I couldn’t imagine ever hurting her ever, even when I tell her no and try to mean it she bats her pretty eyes at me and I melt. She came to me with her letter to Santa and told me she wanted a real cat (which she will get when she gets her own place) but it’s the bond that makes you feel close to your daughter. My bond with my son is much different he was my baby, I use to do everything for him until recently he turned ten and he told me “mom I’m a big boy now, I can make my own bed and walk across the streets without you holding my hand.” I knew the day was gonna come when he would want to break away and have his own independence, he’s becoming such a big boy. I have to stay on him about taking a bath and brushing his teeth before bed other than that he pretty much maintains himself.  It was time for me to step off so he can become a man and grow I know he has a long way to go but it made me proud that he wanted to be a big boy.

I had my son young I was only eighteen fresh out of high school, my momma told me “Nicey your life is not your own any longer; your a mother now you have to live for your son. There will be days where you can’t do what you want, there will be days where you wished you waited but you’ve made your bed and you are gonna lie in it.” As a mother there is never any excuse to mistreat your kids are harm them, hell I was a teen parent and I made it just fine. Yeah it was a lot of things I couldn’t do but that comes along with pushing out a baby. If you don’t want the responsibility of being a mother keep your legs closed or get on some type of birth control.  There should never be a reason for cases like this, it discusses me and I wish I could beat this ladies ass. This innocent baby has lost her life because you couldn’t be a woman and face your responsibilities! I think she needs to be put in a room full of rapist and let them have there way with her than put to death herself. I have no remorse for a women or a man who does things like this to innocent children.

last seen on the day she went missing being carried in the arms of a pedophile who was later arrested and charged with kidnapping Shaniya.

Shaniya’s mother, Antoinette Nicole Davis, 25, was taken into custody on Friday (Nov. 12) and charged with human trafficking, child abuse involving prostitution and filing a false police report.

The child’s remains were located in an area bordered by Highway 87 south and Walker Road – just south of Sanford – during a second day of searching.

Davis was last seen alive at a Comfort Suites hotel in Sanford last week – the same morning her mother reported her missing from her Fayetteville home. Police say a surveillance video from the hotel showed the child with 29-year-old Mario McNeill.

The area where police found the body is about 7 miles from the hotel.

Rip Shaniya I know God is taking care of you.



No Charge - Shirley Caesar
When we were growing up my grandmother would play this song for us when we all got ungrateful, my heart is hurting so bad because mothers are not fighting for there kids like our mothers fought for us. I appreciate my mother for loving me and always fighting for me even when I didn’t want her to; there should be no love like a mother’s love.  I just can’t understand what’s going on with this world today but there’s no charge for my love to my kids I will always fight for them.